i'm back! not much more i can say. SAF forbids me to reveal any info. and i see my weekends as VERY VERY important. too important to risk anything stupid. =)
well. the inevitable has arrived and no whimsical parody is gonna keep me out of this line of duty i've to perform. i'm clueless. should i be afraid? but yet, if it's unavoidable, why should i be? dread's only bitter and never sweet so what the heck. to take one step, perchance to take another. and thats what i'll be doing. at least i hope they wont be making caricatures of me in the papers running amok with a loaded gun in hand. but then again, i've had a penchant for neither fame, firearms, nor controversy. taking everything into consideration, i make myself up to be my only obstacle that will have the strongest impressions indented in me to actually prevent me from doing what i can do. sounds cocky and overconfident eh. it might be. but i choose to believe that if i do believe, at least i cling on to that hope that something will happen then rather not at all. i've no real idea how many people actually still read this blog since i'm possibly unofficially the only known blogger left on this site, but that's something indifferent to me. just drop a tag or anythingwhatsoever when u visit. then at least it might give JAMS some reason to blog on this barren html coded, visually barren desert.