muggerfied
manz.. the week pass so fast. i remember on monday i ws thinking it felt like 2 hours and the weekend has passed. and now it already friday. before you noe it, another week has passed. getting more and more stressed bout a-levels. i nvr felt liddat before. i mean i'm a rather happy-go-lucky person, during o's i din feel any stress (maybe cuz i was from telok kurau, where 90% of the students cant even spell 'stress'). this few weeks, the principal and teachers have constantly been reminding us over and over again bout a-level preparation. juz yesterday my mum went to see my teacher. i went ok larz, my teacher had many good things bout me to say:) but said im not hardworking. so ive been mugging, or trying to mug everyday. principal says have to study 4hours a day and 10hours on weekends. manz.. tts difficult. i can bearly sit still for an hour, even during exams, after an hour i'd be restless.. i miss playing soccer manz.. i mean i do play soccer at the park larz, but i mean its really juz bullying all the small kids there. but then in fact if i were to complete the 4 hours of revision a day, i wont even have time to play soccer. im cutting down in alot of church activities. its sad but i guess its juz for a few more months. i think the stress is getting over my head. i dun work well under stress. lately ive been getting more and more petty with simple things, esp when it comes to my mid-yr grades. im nervious manz.. bros plz pray for me.. sometimes i dun think i can make it, and other stuff appear in my life too, juz to annoy me. i need to be refreshed during the weekends manz.. im tired and drained, my confidence is running low and my tension is over the top..
Jams
Jams
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