open the eyes of my heart lord
the song open the eyes of my heart has been playing in my head ever since church ended today. Today went they called for altar call, i went up with han. when i was there i was praying and all. but it just felt so empty. suddenly i had an urge to kneel down. i did. and i just wept uncontrollable. i dont know why but i did. its been like 3-4 years since i last cried. life for me has been so tough lately. but i have a tendency to just not think abt it. whenever anything hurtful or pain come across my life i just ignore, dont think and just keep myself occupied that i am too tired and all to even think. soccer was also a way i ran away from life. but i just wept. and really i could feel GOD's presence. it was great.
life has just been so tough, so empty, so below average. even soccer, i dont know why but its like i just feel like i am becoming so weak. Jesus please give me the strength to be strong.
this is a personal message for each and everyone of you.
spencer - i wrote for you already so i wont write again. sorry bro.
JAY ONG HOWE TJUAN- i know life is tough with studies all. but remember the times during tuition. we slack and relax and studied together. i really miss those times. i really do. bro, you are the most hardworking out of the 3 of us. bro, soccer wise you have improved tremendously as well. life is tough but you have us, remember that. bro, dont let anything bring you down cause you are a strong. bro, also i will never forget the sec 3 memories and sec 4 too. where you stood by me during the river of life days in school(our school muscial). you have touched my heart and i vow to stand by you no matter what. i did in sec 4 and sec 3. but it will not end there. thanks jay for the wonderful memories. you are still the player that keeps XYQ going.
TAY WEI HAN - bro, thanks for the memories. you have been great, really. because of you i learned the word TRUST. because of you i opened up, and because i open up everyone did too and thats why we are so crazy bros. i know life is tough and also girls are hard to get and come by. but remember you are blessed.(everyone says you look like me right). haha joking. but bro thanksss. yuo know i dont have to say much cause we been through alot. yess, we get worried we may get strains in our brotherhood but Jesus has a plan and it is always for the good. remember todays sermon. so maybe Samantha left without telling you. but its GOD's plan and it will always be for the good.
JAmS - you guys are respected and loved and also people i look up too. and no matter how bad life may get, i am here to annoy you.
open the eyes of my heart lord.
i want to see you.
morgan yeo zhanyao
life has just been so tough, so empty, so below average. even soccer, i dont know why but its like i just feel like i am becoming so weak. Jesus please give me the strength to be strong.
this is a personal message for each and everyone of you.
spencer - i wrote for you already so i wont write again. sorry bro.
JAY ONG HOWE TJUAN- i know life is tough with studies all. but remember the times during tuition. we slack and relax and studied together. i really miss those times. i really do. bro, you are the most hardworking out of the 3 of us. bro, soccer wise you have improved tremendously as well. life is tough but you have us, remember that. bro, dont let anything bring you down cause you are a strong. bro, also i will never forget the sec 3 memories and sec 4 too. where you stood by me during the river of life days in school(our school muscial). you have touched my heart and i vow to stand by you no matter what. i did in sec 4 and sec 3. but it will not end there. thanks jay for the wonderful memories. you are still the player that keeps XYQ going.
TAY WEI HAN - bro, thanks for the memories. you have been great, really. because of you i learned the word TRUST. because of you i opened up, and because i open up everyone did too and thats why we are so crazy bros. i know life is tough and also girls are hard to get and come by. but remember you are blessed.(everyone says you look like me right). haha joking. but bro thanksss. yuo know i dont have to say much cause we been through alot. yess, we get worried we may get strains in our brotherhood but Jesus has a plan and it is always for the good. remember todays sermon. so maybe Samantha left without telling you. but its GOD's plan and it will always be for the good.
JAmS - you guys are respected and loved and also people i look up too. and no matter how bad life may get, i am here to annoy you.
open the eyes of my heart lord.
i want to see you.
morgan yeo zhanyao
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