rashed

bros, i think there's something up with the rash on my back, cause it's spreading.
it's starting to itch quite badly and it hurts even when i dun touch it.
ok, enough of the gross-ness.
you know bros, i just realise how we almost can't do without each other, how we have tried going through things alone and always come out of them rock bottom.

i wonder, is this God's way of saying, 'you have to learn to trust your bestest bros first before you can understand that if you put your faith in Me, I can do all for them and you'

-From The Inside Out-

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

this song never ceases to touch me.
every line has it's meanings, every line it's significance.
it just releases memories from times ago and emotions bottled up deep within.
sigh. i'm back to thinking of mel again. up till now, i still feel i let her down.

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