guilty pinch

am feeling the pinch of a teeny weeny bit of guilt.
having to see morgan, jay and han study so much has invariably hit my books and bible.
my own fervency scares me and my want to stress myself as much as they are stressed is the only thing on my mind these days.
somehow, i miss pushing myself doing things i know i can rather than sit down for 10 hrs straight reading about some balmy old man talking about the sciences involved in sex education. dang media research.

so here i am, doing what i promised i'll never do again and actually hitting my a math, physics, e math, bio, chem, geog... etc and even my bro's literature and history books.
how proud the likes of chee and ah kiat will be of me now. the boy who couldnt even be coaxed to do one piece of homework is finally studying.
my new job starts next week - doing some admin work for rachel's (tks rachel) mum in dbs.
she's paying well, not asking for long hours and she's my dad's colleague.
and i still got the whole tuition thing in the works.
crazy companies taking so long to get back to me. am getting restless already.
i've actually stopped being lazy. this must be another nightmare.

bro's don't stress too much. jay, u need a good massage. i promise u one this saturday or sunday. han, u need less coffee and nasi goreng pattaya and more proper food and also, i think u're binging han. morgan, u needa think less of disturbing people while u're studying. lol.

oh yea, thanks charlene for all those contacts.
i met one rude lady though, who said i'd have better luck trying out doing toilet cleaning. haha.
but all the same, thank ya!!



spencer