love you to love me

i havent been online for the last 3 nights and've been like totally tired out upon reaching home during those past few days.
eyelids heavy and throat sore, my level of accomplishment of late has been relatively little, though i know my hamstring's almost ended it's course of recovery and jAMs are studying in a relatively stress-free manner, relaxing me so much that i have come out of my stressed-out mode. wen jie's going off tomorrow, though not before hearing from him how he 'accidentally' blocked us on msn. power boy, that one.
sadly, i dun think he reads this blog anyway.

wei han wants me to change his pic for him and so does morgan.
the sad part of that statement being - i dont have enough pics of myself to put up on this blog.
the sadder part - i've more photos of JAMs then of myself to start with.
the saddest part - i cant find my camera

lets all not be sad.
what the world seriously lacks is love.
and what we needa give more of, is so.
the spirit of giving does not need to be only during christmas.
blessed i am to feel loved not just from God, but from JAMs and, indirectly, from my family.

spencer