spencer's post

am sorry God for all the times i have lost my temper,
for all the times i have lied,
for all the times i have gotten easily annoyed or irritated,
i am sorry for the times i have cause pain, distress, agony, sadness, anger, irritation, annoyance, or any form of negative emotion, thought, behaviour or feeling.
i'm sorry for never changing, for being lazy, disobedient, stupid, and for shooting my mouth without thinking.
i wanna be a better person for my friends, my family, and most importantly you, my Lord.
i don't want to be the person i hate most.
i long to live, no longer for the sheer exhilaration of youth or the adrenaline rush, but for you, for my creator, my maker, the Lord God almighty.
i am sorry. from the bottom of my heart, i am. and all i long to do is change. and i cant do it without you, you or YOU.

spencer