i met a couple of friends today, one ran into and the other pre-planned.
both vanessas!! vanessa kim and vanessa koh.
to the former, i just remember all the funny times back in pri sch when your dad drove you in his ferarri. how's francois doing anyway? still got the ponytail?
and to the latter, cheer up k babe? spencer's here! ok, so it may not be the very best thing to think of now, but yea. i'll see you soon k? then we'll talk more when that time comes :)

spencer.

To: A Friend

it's awkward finding someone having so much in common with you,
and yet its so comforting to know that there's someone you can talk to.
it was weird initially but yet, you know how everything wll eventually just fall into place.
for now, the proclaimation of a friend will sustain its simplicity,
but despite it's lack of complexity, the rewards of it are limitless.
my appreciation of having someone like you around is resounding,
and to everything that was said last night/this morning, i will remember.
i am homebound with the knowledge of someone like you out there,
and for you i'll be there, just as you have been for me.

Yours Sincerely,
A friend

my monthly report

Here is my monthly report for work:

Other than sleeping, this is what happens at a typical day at work.

First i start of my day by putting my stuff on the table.
next i will go to the loo, and i will refill my water bottle.

I will go ask for my supervisor for work, and yes the answer is always the same: i will get back to you. And she never gets back.

After that, i will go 'KAYPO' around, than i would play my friends handphone, Tennis. I won the whole tournament already. and i would just slack slack slack.

So what have i learned and done for this past month or so?

1) I became the Starbucks boy. Morgan could you please get the whole department Starbucks to drink? Yes. i am forever stuck with Starbucks, church too.

2) I became mooncake boy. Morgan(goes round every table): Do you want mooncake? there is green tea, chunkey chocolate, original and chocolate baileys mooncakes to choose from?

3) I became the rubbish boy.

Here is only half of the total amount of paper i had to stuff and throw. My hand basically became all redd and painful.

4) I became the toilet boy. I spent alot of time there. tried sleeping there too.

5) I became utility boy. I always go round kapo-ing others and asking if they need help. Everything i also pao-kao-liao.

6) Someone said to me: "Morgan do you want to be part of the wall?"

I dont think i want to be part of the wall. But after today, i can be something else already.

I am part of the chair. Dont you think?

Thus I learned to be a Chair.

To be honest, i learnt quite alot at OCBC. Mostly about Banks stuff which i never knew about. Guess it was good as i have become more knowledgable about deposits, investments and stuff.

yours truly,

ANG BAO BOY

morgan yeo

wednesday morning bores~~~

its a wednesday morning and i'm not working!
i don't really know if thats good but its boring me to the brink if 'sanity'
i think i might soon divulge in the art of gluttony. my fridge's kinda cluttered by tonnes and tonnes of junk food.
i think i might go for a swim cum jog later to relieve my body of some excess fats.

anyway, a few thoughts for today :
if you like someone, pray hard.
if someone likes you, pray harder.
if someone doesnt like you, pray the hardest.

spencer

work.

its been a long time since i post about work,

if you read my first post about it you would have known that i slept on my first day of work.

and yes, i am not a good employee. but there is a reason why. as there is a new person who came in the department, they are throwing the work at him so he could learn as he is a full time employee while i am just a intern. so i was lucky, thus i have no work. except sometimes.

anyway, i have been dozing off in front of the computer a few times, i am guilty of it. but i really try my best not to. but sometimes its tough when you got nothing to do.

but today was the best.

while staring at the computer, i started to well, sleep again. haha.
but this time, my supervisor was just only a distance a way as she had to help someone with work. this is what happened:

supervisor: morgan morgan
morgan: snore snore
supervisor: morgan morgan
morgan continues to sleep.
supervisor takes a piece of paper, crushed it, and threw it across at me.
morgan wakes up with a shock.
supervisor laughs at me.
morgan smiled back, feeling very embarrassed.
morgan said: oh i done my reports already.
obviously trying to change the subject
-----------------------------
5 mins later,
morgan: i finished transfering the reports already.
supervisor: wake up already?

today was an embarrassing day.

lesson learned:
its better to sleep in the toilet. (just joking)

morgan

squiggle!

sleepless in spencerville

it's 9.45 am on a saturday morning.
i am dead tired.
i reached home from simpang at 12.15 yesterday and despite endless attempts to sleep, i couldnt do so till 4 am in the morning.
and since my parents decided to wake up early this morning to go to the airport to leave on their trip, i was up less than an hour after i fell asleep.
sigh sigh sigh.
when i finally went back to sleep, it was 6.30 and when i finally woke up, it was 8.30.
so all in all, i slept... 3 hrs? wah lau eh. i dont think i'll be able to survive this day.

however, one good thing did arise from the lack of sleep. i managed to find time to read the bible. lol. all go aw.. , and see what good students Aaron has. :p
i also managed to drain my ipod of all life in that period of time. kudos to it for keeping the night with me.
i've been feeling uneasy of late. weird dreams, weird thoughts, weird feelings, weird everything.
i just need to talk to people man. work has deprived me of people within my age group.
i'm starting on my 'chopstick training'. lol. it seems weird, even warped, but it really does help you speak better (and i realise i havent been reading properly ever since i stopped schooling).

oh yes, thanks pastor daph for listening to me rant a WHOLE night of nonsentical history. :p
you really are a wonder woman.
eh eh, i wanna compile a book of quotes.
SO, if you could all help out by tagging your fav. quote, preferrably, one biblical and one non-biblical, that would be uber cool. ok? can? yay.

spencer

DONT blog me.

i just came across this blog while randomly surfing the net and guess what.
i could hardly understand 5 words on it.
it's writen in english, or at least i think it is, but it just comes across as the worse 'reading' blog i've had the misfortune to come across.
i shant state the url here for obvious reasons but, just to note, i dont think it's the only horrid one around.
to describe it as simply as possible, the spelling sucked, the sentence structure was non-existent, even the punctuation was wrong. ( the person had 12 commas in a sentence, how whacked is that?)
i dun understand how this person's friends even understand what this person is writing, but it certainly left me nonplussed and yet somewhat entertained.
entertaining as it is, i still feel it's a disgrace to singaporeans.
we dont even take pride in the way we speak or write anymore.
maybe thats why the government wants more people to do business in china.
shrugs.

spencer

end of my prelims - final level ahead

juz officially ended my prelims yesterday and im so happy.. at least i get to take a break for a while and then 'full speed ahead!' yesterday was my chem mcq paper, which is a relativily light paper, or like how i described it to my paper, 'simple'. after hearing i calling the paper 'simple', my dad immediately told me tt he would onli expect an 'a' for tt paper, cuz its 'so simple'. i was stunt initially, and i wasn't sure if i could get 30/40 for chem mcq. then my dad told me, 'nvr call anything simple unless you are sure tt u can excell in it.' wise words which ill nvr forget. in fact i thank God for my dad, and onli now do i appreciate the things he's thot me. well, he is veri fierce, and i mean he would scold and force me to do things but i mean in the end, the results are good. i remember how he'd force me to learn to hold chopsticks properly, not crossed, which im proud to say i can do it now. how he force me to learn to swallow tablets. he'd gimme glass after glass of water, forcing me to drink and drink until i swallow the tablet. well now i can swallow bout 4-5 tablets easily in one go. there are many other things, which because of his fierceness, i learnt nvr to make the mistake again.i do treasure my dad, and really pray tt one day he'd come to noe Jesus as his saviour once more.

aniwaez aside from my dad, yesterday was a great day of soccer. played well and score countless goals. lolx.. now my feet are aching, but no regrets no regrets at all.. to those guys who came, 'thanx for coming.' and thank God for protecting us, and preventing a fight from happening, and from our stuff getting stolen. tho' i feel tt if the fight really broke out, we would have won. cuz firstly, we outnumbered them. and we had a few big guys like 'chang qiyang the big friendly giant' and chuan zhi.. imagine if ps chad had stayed on? lolx.. they wouldn't even if thot of finding fault with us. aniwaez, wadeva the case, violence is nvr ever ever ever the ans to anything, and i thank God nth really happen. 'God i forgive them for trying to steal our stuff, i pray You would bless them. tt they would not have to resort to stealing to get money. show them Your Love, so they would noe You are the one and true God! amen.' - Bait of Satan. lolx..(ps chad, be proud of me!! lolx)

i shall and thus i will

today is tuesday.
wah lau eh!!
bad day bad day bad day.
it started off fine. had breakfast. went to work. ended early. etc. etc. etc.
THEN I JUST HAD TO PLAY SOCCER TODAY.
remind me to pray before i go next time round.

anyway, i think i re-pulled my hamstring again. crap.
it's like some recurring injury that cant go.

away from all that now.
some big sized guy wanted to fight with me today. lol.
yes, i'm laughing at it. so what if he's big and he just wants to pick on me if i'm small?
anyway, to cut a long story short, he and his gang's main objective was to steal our stuff.
but, they didnt manage to. so we shall forgive them.

one more thing for tonight that's bugging me.
did that fella really pick on me because i'm the smallest sized one there?
makes me wonder, what if i were bigger?
does size really matter? and is it really all that important?
i dont really care or mind being small.
i've always liked it in fact.
but does that mean i might have to endure bullying from others?
sigh. reminds me of my childhood.

spencer

love

Love is thicker than blood.
simply, lets first look at the meaning of love.

what is love?

1.	a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

2.	a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

3.	sexual passion or desire.

4.	a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.

5.	(used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?

6.	a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.

7.	sexual intercourse; copulation.

8.	(initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.

9.	affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.

10.	strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.

11.	the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.

12.	the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.

13.	Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.

14.	a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L.

blood. family.
can love span as much as to break family ties? i dont believe in that. to me, the greatest love is God's love and vice versa and even the love for God will never cause a family to break up. just look at the 4th commandment. honour thy mother and father. doesnt that thus show the importance of family, or blood?
Also, another point to note, God is a father to us all. Jesus's blood runs through our veins. And earthly love will never be stronger than that.
other than the love for God, Earthly love will always be just a human emotion, a greed, a pleasure,a lust. and that love will NEVER break the bonds held by us through blood, whether its Jesus's blood or our parent's blood.
well, This is a debate. :p

spencer

thinking caps.

I wanna start a debate,
I want to hear your views,
just type your comments on the tag board and see how things develop from there.

What do you feel about this?
'Love is thicker than blood'


morggy.

traffic jams

dont you feel in life, its always greener on the other side?

when you study you want to work,
when you work you want to study.

life never seems to be good enough for you.

i dont know why but whenever i go work, i feel tired.
but when i reach home, i feel full of energy.

when you are in poly you wanna go jc,
when you are in jc you wanna go poly.

when you are old, you wanna be young.
when you are young, you wanna be old.

sometimes you get caught in between and you dont know which way to go.
than comes another question?
do you see the glass half full or half empty?

is it that important? what are the main objectives of life?

to be rich?
and than be richer than rich?

or to be powerful?
and than be more powerful than powerful?

why do we always want things we dont have?
and dont want things we have?

do you grant for more things?
or take granted for things you already have?

whats a meaningful life in your eyes? what is successful in your life?

YES maybe its greener on the other side.
But on Jesus side, the grass is forever green.

morgana.

tell you a secret,

i fell asleep like slightly today. yes i did. i asked for work but they said no work for me. knowing the consequences of sleeping at work.

i went to the toilet and tried to sleep there. too bad it was uncomfortable and didnt work.
trust me. no use trying. just sleep at your desk.

i look back, i thank and i pray.......

i look back,

the journey of our friendship, from the ups and downs, from the bad, to the worse. when the days where life was bad to me, where mocking came knocking on the door, where i was moving in the wrong direction.

i thank the 3 of you and everyone around. jay without your prayers, i would still have not been saved. for wei han, without you i would still be foolish. for spencer, without you i would be lonely.

I am so glad i have the Lord by my side. i have been thinking these days, and i need answers from the Lord. I need direction.

sometimes i feel lost, my future bleak, my life on a string. He keeps me going and is my pillar of strength. I wonder at times what my future would be like, but with all of my trust and faith in the Lord, i know he has prepared a great journey for me.

to spencer, jay, andrew, i love you guys. i really do. it hurts me too when i see you guys affected in your lives. you guys would forever be in my prayers. and with the Lord by JAMS side, nothing is impossible.

lets increase our territory, first we get Ronald. Next lets get marcus and the rest to come church alright.

morgon.

prelims almost over

yesh! all my major papers are over for prelims! onli chem p1 to go.. really wanna thank God for many things. the countless times he've protected me when im cycling to the park for soccer, and while playing soccer. For bringing ronald to church. he seems to be enjoying church and i pray tt he truly gets rooted into calvary and xyq. plz do say 'hi' to him if you see him in church. i pray tt he'll be baptisted during the next baptism. ok and lastly, i've lost count of the many times God seems to zap my brain and show me the way of during the qn during my prelims. the countless times He has opened my eyes to the careless mistakes. manz.. Thank God thank God. i am so blessed and i thank God. the prayer of jabez, it really works. 1 chron 4:10. pray it! i am blessed. my territories have been expanded, and still is expanding. im kept away from evil, so tt i may not cause harm.
Thank God!!

Jams

sunday soothes

today's perhaps the most inspiring sunday i have ever lived through.
i've come to several realizations of late:
a) i'm a cynic
b) i've been hiding my true self behind some imaginary idiot for a long time
c) i never believed in myself

these are just a few things that have affected me for years and years. and yet, i've come to break out of this cycle since going to church.
power of God? most definitely.
since church, i've come to realise more significant changes in the way i behave.
i'm less of a cynic, i've become super duper uber sensitive, i've learned to love myself, and most importantly, i've learned to trust.
can you believe, me, spencer, used to be this small little boy, who enjoyed studying, who hated exercise, who was quiet and 'demure', neat and hated eating? never i s'pose although i think people who knew me in my Kindergarten years could testify to that.
and yet, as i grew up, i became a delinquent, a critic and an idiot (in my own words).
people used to tell me what a disappointment i've become to them and it'd just bounce right off me. i was literally immune to insults and the sorts.
and now, to the present day me.
i really started attending church in june for the family camp.
what made me do it? i'd no idea. why'd i do it? who knows.
but the after effect was amazing.
i was unmoved on the first day, but on subsequent nights, i just totally lost it and broke down time and time again. kor kors jason and caleb and jie jie san san prophecised to me on one particular night and it really took me not just by surprise but it melted my heart as well.
i couldnt understand why i felt the way i did, but it was a rush of emotion that really engulfed me, so much that i could literally feel my heartstrings being pulled and the pain was just so immense then.
as i begin to understand the way i felt, God poured more outta me, more emotion, setting loose the strongholds that were destroying my life, uncocking my soul and just softening my heart to see the works he has done in my life.
everytime i opened my heart, i could feel his glory, his warmth, his light.
and just last friday, i felt more, i felt a hand squeezing my shoulder while worshipping Him during p&p. it just melted me. the hand was warm and had the touch of a fathers within it and the love of a mothers. u could feel the love just from it. i know it was Him telling me that He was there and He was protecting me.

something else that has really changed is the expression of myself.
i used to feel that Jay doing stupid things was embarrassing and was always cynical towards it.
until i realised; that when i do stupid things, i'm letting myself loose, i'm enjoying myself, and i'm giving people something to laugh at.
people may not like Jay cause he tends to act gay. but i love him.
people may not like morgan cause he's successful. but i love him.
people may not like wei han cause he might seem full of himself. but i love him.
and why should i not love myself for the way i am too?
i love latin music and dancing to it, although i may suck.
i love soccer, but am not good at it.
i love writing, but i'm shy to let people read what i write.
and i shall express myself in these ways.
i may do stupid things to let myself go, i may be different, but i'm proud to be so.
i saw kor kor dwayne's shirt that day, and it simply read 'DARE TO BE DIFFERENT'

i dare,
spencer

do it anyway

today the speaker quoted a peom from mother teresa which touched my heart. i felt it was really meaningful and should be used as a motto for each one of us. it is as follows:

People are often unreasonable,
illogical and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind,
people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful,
you will win some false friends and true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank,
people may cheat you;
Be honest anyway.

What you spend years building,
someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness,
they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today,
people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have,
and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis,
it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

Mother Teresa 1910-1997

Jams

ploop

am feeling restless tonight.
and i'm supposed to be resting la.
die la die.
surely gonna get scolded by someone soon already.
maybe auntie rina's gonna scold me. :p
i've been feeling flushed all day long and i didnt even go tanning!
haha.
i've blushed a few times tonight already and i just lurve the feeling.
makes me feel somewhat naive and rejuvenated. haha.
nonsense la.
but oh well, nonsense it may be, but nonsense is intelligence distorted. :)

spencer

tick tock tick tock

its been a long time since i posted.
just came back from camp at Bintan and it was a rollercoaster camp.
well, learned important leadership skills and stuff like that.
enjoyed and played funny stuff.

i got shot by a lecturer point blank while playing paintball. shot my backside, arms and legs.
saw many people doing dumb things.

i was too busy and tired to do anything.
glad its all over.

anyway i wanna praise the Lord for making the camp such a success, giving good weather and blessing everyone safely. (I kept praying when it was raining heavily)

and i wanna thank Him for giving me direction in life and keeping me strong. though i am at a lost about my future. I am sure its in good hands and i am just gonna do my best and just leave it to him. though my result are quite bad, i tell you, i expected it to be this bad. however i expected myself to be quite disturbed over it.

i have not been exactly very free this semester. i was like busy like a bee, so crazy doing so much stuff, disturbed by events, so much commitments and all. I PROMISE TO CUT DOWN ON EVERYTHING ALREADY. slowly i am cutting down to ZERO. anyway when i saw my results, i was alright. so, PRAISE THE LORD. dont ask me why, i am just happy. being in the presence of the LORD and able to know He is around really doesnt bother me about how difficult my life is.

so dear friends, if you are not attending any church, i urge you to join me and the 3 monkeys in attending Calvary Assembly of GOD church alright? just drop me a message. i promise you wont regret.

anyway i have been in a bubbly and crazy mood. so i say sorry to my other classmates who are working with me at OCBC. Thanks for putting up with me.

since sunday, i have been feeling so so so so so so happy.
I am gonna be 1 week old!!!!

morgon.

more spasm

i don't get it. why am i spasming up again?
i got it once more during dinner and all i could do was try to control myself all the way.
my leg muscles ached all the way home and i was sleep deprived for much of the night.
stupid spasms. i better go and see a doc about this again.
if its gonna become something chronic(which i never even heard of before), then i better get it rectified.
sigh.
sorry if i cause any discomfort last night, cause i wasnt in any condition to do anything.
and sorry i didnt tell anyone either. i just didnt wanna create a fuss in a public place.

s

prelim blues

ah.. brain dead.. its tough manz.. my brains not condition to concentrate at full strength for 3 hours straght. manz.. the papers are getting more and more disappointing. i mean i did VJs prelim paper and thot tt MJs paper would get any harder than tt.. i was so wrong. i still think i can get rather good grades for prelims, but it really as smooth sailling as i thot it would be. thank God for God. lolx.. but seriously, without Him i would have freaked out in the middle of the paper. im was tired after every paper. and i noe the studying and revision would onli get tougher.. thank God its sat!

Jay

chocolate fudge!

i made some messy, sticky, yummy chocolate fudge.
anyone wanna try?
it's fudge, not cake k? sorry if i told some people it was cake :p
i'm doing an experiment to see if it melts anot. haha. (it hasnt for the last five minutes)
anyway, i shall bring some to p&p tonight for the braver ones to try :)
ernie, looks like ya gonna needa play more ball after this batch of fudge.

spencer

another new poll

another new poll!
everyone was voting for morgan in the last one. :(

hyperventilation+stomach virus

it's been an unlunky past couple of days.
first a bout of motion sickness coupled with a stomach virus kept me in bed for a whole Monday.
then hyperventilation and low blood pressure on tuesday while rehearsals left me writhing in pain for one whole night.
tell me, am i suay, or just suay.
today's wednesday, and i have only 3 hrs more till i can proclaim myself virus-free once more.
but till then, only prayer and lots of water will help.

fun facts on hyperventilation - hyperventilation is apparently the direct opposite of cramps.
cramps is caused when the carbon dioxide concentration in one's blood gets too high but hyperventilation is cause when there is too little carbon dioxide.
and the only way to cure it, RELAX AND BREATHE. so, for people who do get hyperventilation, good luck in trying to relax and even better luck in trying to breathe when your chest muscles are constantly tightening in spasms.

spencer

prelims

thanx for praying for me. juz finished my first major paper which was chem p3. its my worst paper as im not too good at chem. actually i suck at chem, but thanx to wen jies tuition i think now im juz bad at it. lolx.. aniwaez it went ok, i think i can pass, i did my best, now for God to do the rest, like maybe change my wrong answer to a correct one. lolx.. you think He'll do it? neither did i.. haiz.. aniwaez gotta continue studying, tmls my math p1, pray for me!!

Jay

birthday girl

boo! today's someone's bday :)
thanks to friendster for the photos and for adobe photoshop for making cropping so easy :p

JAMS

10-9-06

what was once an insignificant day in a year has changed.
jAMS was baptized in very salty water at east coast beach with a huge crowd watching the procession as we were each dipped in water.

it's just so nice to see so many people(about 50?) turning up to see us getting baptized.
it's so unnerving, especially with all the familiar faces; ernie, dwayne, norris, aaron, caleb, auntie rina, gabby, hannah, rachel, becky, rachelle, susanne, joe ho, san san, pastor daph, etc...
i think if i had the courage and capacity to cry at that point of time, i would have.
my appreciation for every single face that turned up goes beyond words or tears.
i just wish i could express myself better.
now, i finally am able to say that i belong somewhere, that i am part of something i thoroughly appreciate so very much, that i can commit wholeheartedly to, Calvary.

P.S the photos have been uploaded. you can find them on the right, in our links column "PHOTO ALBUM". go visit it.

spencer

overjoyed

manz.. seeing jAMS get baptist is surely one of the best moments of my life. i mean being able to share with them sth so great, and knowing tt now we can walk with Jesus together, its juz like overwhelming. im seriously overjoyed, i mean i feeling like crying but somehow no tears seem to come out.. i dunno, i dunno why i cant cry. i wanna cry, but juz cant. maybe my tear glands are spoilt or sth.. aniwaez this experience has really made me wanna reach out to even more of my friends, love-ones, relatives who still dunno Christ. today i juz brought a new friend to service, thanx to the help of ps chad and for the guys who played soccer with me yesterday. he seems really receptive, but saving him is not my onli goal. i wanna make him a disciple of Christ, juz like jAMS. for those reading, plz pray for him, tt God will continue working in his life and tt he would continue to come to church and learn more of God's love for him. during service, i also saw sha sha. haven seen her for a long period of time, and she was dearly missed by the leader apps and others in xyq. aniwaez it great to see her in church, and i pray tt she would continue to come for xyq and service regularly. i really wanna see xyq explode with youths. this is my dream: to see the youth in church multiply, tt everyone will bring their unsaved friends to church and tt calvary would explode with revival!! if i could make to deal with God, it would be tt He would allow me to lead 10 000 000 souls to Christ, then He can take me to heaven. so i guess from this day onwards, my life's mission is: 10 000 000 souls for Christ!! 3 down already, one on its way, 9 999 996 more to go!!

servant for God,
Jams

a new begining.

10 september 2006. the day i got born again.
and how glad i am to be born in the name of Jesus.

in the past,
people ask: do you have a religion?
morgan: free thinker, but sometimes i go church.
people ask: ohh what church do you go to?
morgan: ohh i used to go new creation and riverlife and ..........(other church)

now,
people ask: do you have a religion?
morgan: i am a christian.
people ask: ohh what church do you go to?
morgan: i BELONG to Calvary Assembly of God.

I say I am proud the belong there. I have been to Churches which are great, powerful. but Calvary is where my heart belongs.

As i got baptized today, i am so touched by so many many people in my life.
I am so fortunate to have 3 really great brother, buddies, soul mates if i may put it. today was so meaningul and they are the icing on the cake in my life.

Also, i am so glad for the people in church. the support was really fantastic. i thought it was just a small kind of event. but i was so touched by the people who came down.

and people like caleb and aaron, who sang so beautifully.
for people like yang, ernie and dwayne, who did not go for the play they paid for, just to be there. it was really fantastic, really. so touched.
and for people like pastor chad and pastor daphne and san san, whose presence mean alot to me.
and for all the other church members who were there to witnessed, i will remember you guys for the rest of my life.

as i look back, it was a day filled with so much emotions for me. so touched.

i feel like crying. haha.

love you guys.
morgan

haunted

i don't get it.
is this a sign?
why am i being haunted by the one person i dread most.
why is it despite living so far away from this person, i still see him in siglap, in bedok, in places where i'd least expect.
is there something am supposed to do?
tell me God, what do I have to do?

s

spencer's post

am sorry God for all the times i have lost my temper,
for all the times i have lied,
for all the times i have gotten easily annoyed or irritated,
i am sorry for the times i have cause pain, distress, agony, sadness, anger, irritation, annoyance, or any form of negative emotion, thought, behaviour or feeling.
i'm sorry for never changing, for being lazy, disobedient, stupid, and for shooting my mouth without thinking.
i wanna be a better person for my friends, my family, and most importantly you, my Lord.
i don't want to be the person i hate most.
i long to live, no longer for the sheer exhilaration of youth or the adrenaline rush, but for you, for my creator, my maker, the Lord God almighty.
i am sorry. from the bottom of my heart, i am. and all i long to do is change. and i cant do it without you, you or YOU.

spencer

mugging

mugging mugging mugging.. manz.. God plz help me to mug more..
onli clocking in bout 5 hours a day.. a too little compared to the 10 hours ms lai said.
concentration span too short. God plz help me to expand my concentraion span. help me not take so many breaks..
half a week to prelims, nervious.. not much confidence.. God plz help me..

not really a mugger,
Jams

jAMS: read draft.

JAMS game

We JAMS, are planning to start a name game and everybody's opinion is important. And also, as we feel that we should become an educational blog, we will help increase the vocabulary of others. Tag at our blog or just drop us a message if you would like your opinion to be posted on the blog. also if we have missed out on your name, just let us know and you would be part of it. :)

Jay - Juicy Jealous Jay
Jinxed Juggernaut Jay

Andrew - Ang-nified Abomination Andrew
Auntie Agony Andrew
Avoid Available Andrew

Morgan - Mega Monster Morgan
Miniatute Microscopic Morgan
Massive Mucus Morgan

Spencer - Saucy Shingled Spencer
Slick Scrumptuous Spencer

Pastor Chad the Brave Warrior - Calvary's Charming Chad
Crafty Crazy Chad

Pastor Daphne - Debbie Deborah Daphne
Doodling Dabbing Daphne
Deep Dependable Daphne

Ernie - Eeeeks Eeeeyer Ernie
Escape Evil Ernie
Excrete Enemy Ernie
Enticing Enigma Ernie

Dwayne - Demure Diluted Dwayne
Dashing Defective Dwayne
Dazzling Designer Dwayne

San San - Siao-Siao Shiok-Shiok San-San

Qi Yang - Youthful Yeti Yang

Gabriel Wong - Gallant General Gabriel
Groovy Gentle Gabriel

Obajae - Oversized Oddball Obaje
Obscene Opaque Obajae

Hannah - Humourous Humongous Hannah

Auntie Rina - Righteous Responsible Rina

Caleb - Colourful Comical Caleb
Cosy Cheeky Caleb

Aaron - Appraised Approachable Aaron
Appetizing Anonymous Aaron

Joe Ho - Just Jolly Joe
Jiggly Juggly Joe

Cheryl Ho - Choo Choo Cheryl
Creamy Copyrighted Cheryl

Charlene Ho - Colossal Cuddly Charlene
Cosmic Cute Charlene

Gary - Gooey Gladiator Gary

Sean - Short Sexy Sean
Senile Spicy Sean

P.S. added parts of the post are added in maroon.

a tribute to the croc hunter..

manz.. when i heard bout wad happaned to steve, i felt kinda remoarseful.. he was one of my heros, and i used to watch his show all the time. at one point i wanted to be like him, i mean i like animals, and hes cool. but i guess doing why those 'cool' stuff would inevitably lead to an end. he lives by educating ppl bout animals, he died by educating ppl bout animals. its kinda noble. so
if u haven't heard already, Steve Irwin-crocodile hunter died today on the 4th of September, on the Batt Reef, near cairns. "He came on top of the stingray and the stingray's barb went up and into his chest and put a hole into his Heart " As a sign of respect for the Australian tural icon, please place a turtle ( tu ) at the start of ur msn name and forward this message to others pls spread.

croc hunter wanna-be,
Jams

neighbourly love

ok. am shaqqed. am happy, but utterly shaqqed.
today Big M and i had badminton from 9.30 pm till 11.20 pm. haha. played with our beautiful 'new' neighbours, gabby and hannah wong. *claps*
gabby just soooooooooo enjoyed lobbing the shuttlecock over me la.
but somehow, it was fun and the whole time we were there, it was all just fun and laughs, playing like 'gentlemen' and complaining about the excess amount of wind.
if either of you 2 read this, this is going out to YOU BOTH! (and the rest of the wong family too of course)
MORGAN, can u believe it? we got new found neighbours!! more soccer and badminton and whatever-you-can-think-of kah kees to join us when we're bored and only have DOTA on our minds. haha.
weet! weet! weet! i feel like making weeting sounds now to annoy someone. hmmmm...
bleah. it's nearly midnight and i'm high. am gonna be late for work tomorrow. OH WELLS! at least the night before was one to remember for some time to go by.

your neighbour, spencer.

pun intended

before i start on the main points of this post, to people who do not know, i am no longer schooling, or at least for now. am sorry i havent told alot of people this piece of news, but it's not really something to be totally proud of. so yeah.

what do u get when u put four overactive boys together and give them the time to go on a night-time stroll?
well, you dont wanna know the answer.
but wanna know what gets us high? here's this answer just for you.

Jay's TOP ONE KAYA








Andrew's 100+








Morgan's BIG M








Spencer's H20









i've always wondered how a friendship between 4 guys like us can last for so long, and yet stay so strong. we've gone through individual pains, and we spent a year seperated and alone in different environments. if it's anything, it's the loneliness period that has driven us forward and stronger.
for God to bring 4 guys together and bless them with just so much in their lives, i can only say, i believe O' Lord, i believe.

so spencer

jams nite walk

it was a great nite walk man after supper... walking at like midnite plus.. haha.. it has been a long time since we last did tat.. but at least this time we dont walk the wrong direction..LOL.. chatting n laughing along the way.. somehow bring back those gd old days.. how gd if only the road is never ending.. we will laugh till we get six pack man.. haha.. too bad.. as the saying goes.. all gd stuff hav to come to an end... n it ended at jay's place.. well.. we could hav walked to my place the nxt time =) ( hint hint).. haha.. alrite.. it is like 340am.. n i'm going to be "blind" soon.. i'll stop here than.. cant wait for the nxt we do this again jams..

thanx for all the laughter JaMS.. u bros really takes away the bluezzzzz...

jAms

feeeeet

ohh man, walked from sempang bedok, to telok kurau, to siglap. walk for 2hrs 20 mins. but it was great fun especially with the 3 monkeys. enjoyed myself like mad.

walked until leg pain. haha.

too tired to blog. but i just wanted to say this before i sleep.

a food for thought for you guys(not JAmS):
In life, the difference between me and you is not the journey we walk.
its the company we have.

goodnites.

morggy.

woot

new poll. i won the last 85-15. try better next time Jay. maybe u can win this one. haha.
i cant seem to vote cause i made them all! haha. so whichever one wins means i win too. just vote it all out! cause unlike singapore idol, this vote is free :)
anyway, i shall put up a proper post on saturday. am too tired now.

jamS

TGIF

ok. it's a friday. am off and am bored. so what do i do? create collages. :p
i'm going nuts already. when i was studying, i couldnt bear to touch photoshop, and now when i'm not, i'm using photoshop to put up scandalous pics of all of us on this blog. heck this is fun. so here are 2 masterpieces for now. (i havent done jay's and am looking to do one for others as well. like dwayne and ernie and whoevers i can get my crazy self on) . and jay's original colour was pink, but as he keeps appearing blue, i decided to just put him up here as black and white.

mmmmmmmmmmmm

spencer is crazy already with the blog.
but well spencer is crazy over quite a few stuff yeah ;)
suddenly i see so many photos i become blur.
but maybe its because of work.

i look funny in the photos. i think we all do.
and there is so many photos of us that it looks super crazy.

spencer here, jay there, wei han up, morgan down
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

NO good at all i tell you. NO good.
LOL.

let me tell you guys about work,
monday i started work, they gave me no work.
they asked me to read the OCBC website.
i read, i read and read and read and read and read.
den i feel asleep.
yesss. and how i slept?
my head was resting against the back of the chair, head facing up. and yesss as i am a sinus boy, i was breathing so loudly, my friend could hear.
and YES i got caught. the lady told me: hey, try not to sleep during work next time, try to make yourself look busy. i smiled.

and i went back to read. and read. and i spent 8 hours, well all of my day reading the OCBC website. i now know abt banks. why not ask me to invest some money for you. you will probably see RED RED RED yes RED in your account. but its worth the try yeah? dont you think so.

yess and the next 3 days starting from tuesday, it was the start of data entries and excel. everyday i edit the data, from a file to the excel. editing editing editing. whole day editing. i tell you, i have done almost 6000 worth of data editing. its crazy. i am seeing stars, so blur. i tell you i cant see properly mann.

lucky in primary school they thought the eye excercise. was doing it so many times. at times i go to the office and have a break and run away to drink HO-HO-HO-HO-LICKSSSSSS. but i still cant run away from the few hours where i pretend to look busy.

i think in work, i learned to be good in excel and also good in acting. boy, i am gonna stay doing such stuff for the next few months. but its ok. though i see RED, i would still drink my HOLICKS and i would continue yea. i wont give up. i would be like jay. loyal and faithful :)

my 4 years long, ok 4 days attachment was funnnn. i learned alot. ohhh, i was thinking what i could do during the long breaks, maybe i could play the rubix cube to pass time, or maybe i would think abt where to go lunch at. went macdonalds, in office where, getting a students meal. could get a discount, 10%, no no 20%, no 50%. i dont know. i will check again. gosh, these days i have beeen eating so much i think i am becoming an elephant, no wait a cow. i think i better DOWNSIZE and get my 50% discount. dont know.

sorry for the long post. its just that. i have not been blogging. and its just a compilation. alright, shall i ENd here. my eyes are red, gonna drink my holicks and go to sleep. and hoping to have nice dreams like spencer. CHIN up, it will end soon, its quite macho.

ME Likes^2 holicks. well not really. it makes my tummy pain. cure my tummy ache.
when things go wrong, faith will bring you through.

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